Dying alrdy

I seriously am beginning to hate my dentist more and more. Argh. The painkillers he gave dun work on me! argh. I am hurting lyke shit right now. And I really can't take it anemore ler lorhs. Its really painful. Not normal pain lorhs. Its a sharp pain that hits ur nerves, making you feel lyke dying. If you understand how I am feeling, that is. =(

Hmms. Din go sch todae. Wus hurting real bad fer the whole dae. Painkillers just dun wrk on me. Duno why. argh. Can't even smile properly w/o feeling pain. This sucks seriously. hais. And by missing sch todae. I kinda missed alot of stuffs. My first hclub miting this yr. Gp presentation. hse meeting too. Sianned. And I had to get updated by others. =(

I M DYING! the pain is killing me. nt that i love crying, but the pain is really too much fer me to take. There is no one ard fer comfort. No one here fer me. =( argh.

Hopeless liaos.

=( Am in PAIN now. argh. My tooth hurts badly now. Haven been to the dentist yet. Kinda regretted nt going lahs. But urms. hais. Duno lahs. Not really feeling all that great and happy today. 'Cause my toothache is killing me. I even had to sit out fer PE. 'Cause it's causing a terrible headache as well. Hais. Lyke what Mrs Wee, my PE teacher, said to me, a toothache is no kidding. Serious lorhs. Its no minor case. It actually affects u as a whole. I hate PAIN! argh. though this can help me lose weight. But I wana lose weight PAINlessly. haha. Vanity again.

Todae is a boring schday. Sumhow, it din feel lyke one. I am kinda in hols mood. Duno why. Got back maths *i flunk it bad* , phy geog * I gt a B!!* , econs mcq *i PASSED on the dot* Haha. I shall be dying another two more times fer my econs drq n essays. Woohoo. Ran two rounds fer PE before I surrendered. haha. Den stupid FEI called me a slacker. As though I wana slack fer PE lidat lorhs. Napha cuming lers. I dun dare. haha. Dun wana history to repeat itself. I am a GEOG student. Okays. Thats rather lame. Blehs. I am seriously dying of the pain. Gona go rest lers. Guess I wun be able to get to slp tonite liaos. Sianned.

` I just needed sumone to be ther fer me

=(

BAD NEWS!! fer me that is. =( daddy wans me to go to my dentist asap. argh. I dread it mans. Dun lyke goin alone. Sobs. =,(

Its freaking to be inside that small confined place all alone. I am not claustrophobic. But its still freaking lahs. =( *xin shivers at the tot of it* hmms. everything sucks at the dentist except the xray of my tooth. Thats the oni cool part. Heex.

I DUN WANA GO ALONE. sobs.

Judgement Day's tml

Alrights. Since peipei n wquan both requested fer me to permablog here. And so, I shall. Haha. Hmms. This weekend nth much happening. Went watch Failure to launch on Fridae before going to home to celebrate sis's bday. Had an ultralong meeting before that lahs. It wus just crapping. Craps. And more craps. Gona haf our first hclub reunion on the coming wednesday! Wonder how many ppl will turn up. Really hope that the turnup rate will be good.=)

Argh. these few days haf been not veri enjoyable fer me. Not tt it wus nt enjoyable at all. Just tt I din get the max enjoyment. 'Cause of my stupid tooth. Argh. this sucks lahs. Its hurting again. After four bloody yrs and its giving me the same prob again. Hmms. Alrights. I shld haf gone straight back to my dentist fer sum checkup. But I din. 'Cause I alrdy knew whats instored fer me liaos. This stupid tooth has been lyke costing me alot lahs. Hundreds after hundreds. Mum last time actually asked me to get it plucked out. Heheh. You all shld know me well lahs. This type of request, mite as well as me go die lorhs. First, I HATE the sensation of pain, esp in this case. Second, I dun lyke to a empty space inside my mouth. Guess what stupid reason I told my mum last time. I actually told her that fer the sake of my singing future, I shld just go fer the op. haha. Dun get it? Singing future = choir. haha. I shall wait till the pain starts murdering me, den I shall go see the dentist. For sum reasons, I HATE dentists. Long stories.. hais.. my sad sad past.. =P

Tml is Judgement Day!! Geez.. First time in history that you ever seen teachers being so efficient. Hmms. This time round, I am not greedy. I just wana PASS!! *prays hard* Hey. I am really scared lehs. Completely lack of confidence this time rd. What happened to my confidence?!! argh. alrights. Shall be optimistic. I WILL PASS!! and what if I dun? heh. *shrugs*

alrights. Ending here. hmms. oh yarhs. nearly forgot. Hapi sch reopening to Jer! haha. here cums ur torturous schdays as well. Gd luck to you if your results are cuming too =) love ya lots!=)

One last paper . . .

Hmms. Realised that I have been neglecting this blog of mine for alittle bit too much. Haha. Anewae, kinda feel lyke updating here todae. Kinda decided to leave the more emo stuffs fer this blog and the nt-so-emo stuffs fer the other blog. Dun question me on why the hell am I having two blogs. 'Cause I duno the answer myself. =S *shrugs*

Oh wells. Am having my last paper tomorrow. Human Geography. How fun~! *alrights. I do sound sarcastic* haha. I am stil trying to psycho myself into loving the subjects I take. Hmms. Just now wus trying to fall aslp in the evening but got woken up by minghong. He wanted to ask me go learn dance wif him. Haha. True lahs. I love dance. But right now, though I really wanna go fer what I want, time doesn't really permits me to do so. Haish. Wells, too bad lorhs.

Sians. Tml is sis's bday. Haha. Had a pleasant surprise planned fer her lers. Think she'll be veri touched and hapi. haha. I m so nice. Haha. Blehs. Oh wells. Gotta go slp lers. I nid my energy to go wild after my paper tml. Wahaha. Blehs. =P

Mere Updating..

Stupid gu asked me to update. And here I am. I'm proud to announce tt I m FULLY recovered!! Wee!! U ppl can nv understand the joy tts in me right nw. It feels great to be well again!! haha. Alright. I know.. I know.. It all boils dwn to vanity. Blehx.

Oh wells. Peipei dey all asked to do this interesting test. And here's my results.

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Low
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	High

Discover Your Sins - Click Here

Hmm.. Wells.. Its kinda accurate lah. haha. But then again, pride dun always get me dwn lah. Sumtimes, it does, I can't deny that fact. But not all the time. Haha.

Been feeling kinda cranky lately. Been thinking too much, I think. Got sum questions in me, that I haf been longing to ask sum ppl. But din haf the courage to. Hah. But sumtimes, I really feel lyke finding out. Not as though, getting the answer would mean anething la. But..perhaps..its just.. emm.. curiosity? Perhaps bah.. =S

hmm.. Love this quote frm eileen's blog:

"Men always want to be a woman's first love, while women like to be a man's last romance."

Quite true.. Hmm.. Think most females out there think the same way too. But then again.. after all tt I haf been thru.. hmm.. A man's last romance? Hard to cum abt, unless the relationship is really based on pure true love. *shrugs* One can always wish, can't I? haha.

Gona end this entry wif this nicenice quote..

"It's not who you are to the world, it's who you are to me. It's not how many times I say I love you... it's how much I really do."

Common test Stress

Its a nicenice Sunday! Hmm.. Actually intended to go swimming this morn but my headache seemed to b getting worse. Sobs. Hmm.. Had been having headache since I reached hm last night. Jialat. Hmm.. Let me update arh.. hmm.. I gt oni an A2 fer chinese. Which is darn disappointing. alright. alright, I haf high expectations of myself even though I din bothered to study fer my exams at all. Hmm.. meanwhile, I haf decided to turn ova a new leaf. haha. Dun luff leh. I m trying horx! haha.

Ysd went out wif Jer. Hmm. Went buy tix fer 'i nt stupid too' n ' final destination3'.Den went lib to study. But basically wus juz wasting time ther lo. haha. hmm.. the movies r okay la. but Final dest3 wus.. abit gross n sadistical. haha. I m nt a sadistic person but no choice fer me la, since my boyfren enjoys such shows. haha.

hmm.. Just nw went to read ster's blog n her 'bro' 's blog. hmm. Realised how familiar the situation is. Ster!! u stil rmb tt I haf been thru the exact same thing? Except mine wus more complicated? haha. seriously, this is too much of a coincidence sia. hmm.. Here's my advice to you, my dear gurl, hmm.. dun get too close to him becuz of sympathy. Its gona make things worse. Just show concern, but nt too much. N b firm abt ur stand. hmm.. you'll get ur letter in the nxt few daes. =)

Gona go mugging ler.. haha..

`Gd luck fer your exams, dear. Jiayou, dear!=)